Wednesday, February 15, 2006

two anxiety dreams

i dreamed that someone should protect Bruce Jackson, that emaciated young man in NJ who was starved from the press. (there was an article last week in the paper where he testified at his adoptive mothers sentancing and explained HOW she hurt him- some of the things he listed may have been one time incidents or his perceptions- some of them came across as whiny and additions) i understand that he may have perceived them as major or was coached to add things up to make the whole.
My dream was that someone needed to protect this young man from the press

I woke up in a sweat at 445. My next door neighbor (though it was no MY next door) had feral cats or many cats and the ASPCA was coming for the cats. She had all sorts of cats. i worried about my cat. I looked for her and couldnt find her and then saw her trying to sneak between a door jam. I picked her up and told her that i would keep her safe and woke up to locate my cat at the end of my bed. I tried to go back to sleep and finally fell back to sleep and slept anohter hour


i went to bed at 930 and this getting up every 2 or 3 hours sucks..you never feel quite rested or relaxed and i am always exhausted.